I just want you to talk to me because I’m just so lonely. And it’s hard enough being apart for so long. And all I do in my spare time is miss you. And I hate feeling so needy. Because not talking to you bothers me but I pretend it doesn’t bother me even though in actuality it bothers me. But by pretending it doesn’t bother me prevents me from seeming so needy. But I have come to conclusion that I really am needy and all I want is for you to just hold me and kiss my head like you always do. And I just need you.
Would you trade the friends that have always been there for you, for the friends you’ve always wanted?